Tuesday, July 29, 2008

A journey that never ends....(Perjalanan tanpa henti......)

Alhamdulillah............ until today i am still living on this earth which belongs to THE CREATOR (al-Khaliq jalla jalaaluh) , HE who brings from non-being into being, creating all things in such a way that HE determines their existence and the conditions and events they are to experience.

I am still walking pass through every corner of this planet and this universe which all belongs to THE MAJESTIC, THE AL-MIGHTY ONE (Al-'Aziz jalla jalaaluh). HE who prevails, and can never be conquered. Exalted in power, rank, dignity; incomparable; full of mighty and majesty; able to enforce HIS will.

Still i am capable of breathing with this kind of air called oxygen which is only one of all the biggest signs of THE ALL-KNOWING, KNOWER(al-Aleiymu jalla jalaaluh) .HE who has full knowledge of all things and THE PERFECTLY WISE (al-Hakieymu jalla jalaaluh). HE whose every command and action is pure wisdom.

I am still standing, walking, thinking and still keep doing mistakes and yet THE BENEFICENT, THE COMPASSIONATE (ar-Rahman jalla jalaaluh) and THE MERCIFUL (ar-Rahim jalla jalaaluh). HE who gives blessings and prosperity to all beings without showing disparity. HE also who gives blessings and prosperity, particularly to those who use these gifts as HE has said, and is merciful to the believers in the Hereafter.

Consequently, i am still living now, because i have still been giving chances by chances to make up my mistakes and be closer to HIM even tough it is not as easy as it thought for humans, especially who live in this era nowadays to resist such high and varieties of temptations that occur.

Insya'ALLAH..... for as long as this life been given to us...... for as long as that, the door of 'Taubah' is always open for us and its never too late to reach for the Light.

As ALLAH have and always promise to those to grasp for HIS forgiveness, HE will always accept without any bad figuration and as for that, let ALLAH be THE JUDGE as HE is always be THE RIGHTFUL JUDGE for every one of HIS believers, even tough it comes from the smallest to the biggest believers, there is no exception for HIM as all of it will be counted and will be seen through 'HIS EYES'.

So dear brothers and sisters in Islam.....here is some piece of advice that i want to contribute to myself and to share with all of you that we should never ever make a quick judgement on our relatives in Islam for the mistake that only we can see once or two, when other people not. Never ever neglect them but be close to them as we will never know where is the stage of his or her beside ALLAH.

And we will never know when all of us who said and make confession among ourselves that we are convicted and dedicated truly to ALLAH, Islam and Rasullulah..... but we sometime will also forget and miss the sight of our own mistake because too busy to see and judge on other people and their mistakes when we ourselve sometime forget to judge and look through ourselve first before we look through others. As the knowledge about the stage of 'Ieman' and 'Taqwa' will only belongs to THE ONLY ONE. Only HIM.... knows behind the scene of many acts and characters played by HIS servants.

yours faithfully, sazila.
( i am truly sorry if i offended any parties because of my writing, what wrong comes from me, what is right and true is from ALLAH.Wallahualam.)

p.s: Please pray for me dear brothers and sisters.Jazakallah..

Monday, January 28, 2008

Surah al-Luqman. (Hafazan...make it more easier.....)


























Its true that what ALLAH have told us and for what that have been said in the Holy Quran.....

This is dedicated to all of muslimin muslimat....who just want to start hafaz the surah......
Alhamdulillah.....hope the letters not so small.... but all of u can copy and paste again in mocrosoft word and adjust the size as u like. Paste it at the place u always see so that you are able to memorize it again and again and practice in Solah.

hope that this separations of 'ayah' will make more easier to memorize one by one more and more faster...hope that it can be useful...insyaALLAH....




Friday, January 18, 2008

Kembara menuju Destinasi.....

BismILLAH.....
Assalamualaykum Warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.............
aku tujukan pada semua para sahabat yang setia menjenguk laman ku ini............

Sudah hampir 4 bulan aku mengembara lg dan agak lama sudah aku tinggalkan sebentar dunia TV, Radio, dan internet..... Aku bermusafir lagi..... Kembara aku seorang diri mencari sesuatu......
Sebelum ni pun mengembara juga.....

Teringat aku.....
Hampir nk masuk 3 tahun lepas aku bersama 'Keluarga besar', dan selama itulah jua aku mengabdikan diri utk sama2 turut berjuang dgn apa yg mereka laungkan.........

Tanpa aku kirakan masa utk diriku dan tanpa aku menjaga hati sendiri aku turutkan saje apa yg mereka kehendakkan......

Exam esok? exam mggu depan?? Rakan2 sibuk belajar..... Tapi aku sibuk menelefon para tetamu atau peserta utk program yg hendak dijayakan.... Sibuk mengendalikan program.... sibuk mencari bhn utk persembahan.....

Aku korban segalanya.... Masa? Belajar? Rehat? semua aku gadaikan kerna aku seronok melakukannya dan kerna aku mahu segalanya berjalan lancar...selama itu aku begitu... demi Tuhanku demi saudara2 ku.....Ya! demi mereka.....

Aku tak mengira diriku... kerna aku tahu.... aku tiada rumah, tiada ibu bapa yg nk bising2 aku tak belajar tapi sibuk buat 'kerja' lain.... tiada sesiapa yg nk jaga aku... tiada yg menyoal dan suruh aku balik rumah.... di mana aku berada??? ke negeri mana aku pergi??? demi program ape??? atau ape2???? tiada sape yg ambil tahu....

Semua keputusan aku yg tentukan sendiri.... demi-NYA... dan demi saudara2ku...Ya!!! demi menjaga hati mereka tanpa ku kira diriku sendiri.... rasa penat? rasa sunyi? apa rasa?? aku sendiri shj bertemankn DIA yg slalu memerhati....

Yang lain???? Habis waktu berjuang.... Bersama meluangkan masa bersama keluarga tersayang..... sekurang-kurangnya ada jua rumah yg nk dituju walau sekejap cuma....

Tapi aku???? senyum shj ..... telan shj......apa orang lain mahu katakan.....
"Sabar.... masih ramai lg yg lebih teruk dari kamu....." Mudahnya utk berkata tapi bkn mudah utk dilalui.... hanya bg yg merasai shj yg tahu apa ertinya hidup begini..... Tapi tak mengapa...

Tapi aku Redha dgn apa yg mereka nk katakan... Sudah lali aku dgn sifat yg ambik mudah tnntg hidup org lain tanpa mahu nk memahami.......

Namun masih ramai lg yg cukup memahami.... Mereka semua baik-baik shj..... Kebanyakkan Mereka 'Ahlannass', insan2 yang 'Ahsan'.......
Ku terima kasih pada mereka krn memberi contoh baik pd yg lain.....

Tapi Tak kurang jua bg segelintir yg suka memberi pandangan sinis dan syakwasangka terlalu buruk....... Tanpa usul periksa.....

Terkadang Rasa pengorbanan ku dikira dgn WANG semata.... Dibayar dgn syakwasangka buruk.....
tergadai rasa MARUAHku..... oleh segelintir dari mereka....

Tawar hatiku.....

Cuma segelintir dari mereka kadangkala membuat ku rasa Pengorbananku tidak langsung dinilai dgn penghargaan...... Rasa diambil kesempatan di atas hidup yg begini....

Untuk ku tiada alasan.... untuk lain diperkenankan...kerana ada ibu bapa yg dlm satu perjuangan..... atas alasan tak mahu ganggu anak2 dlm pelajaran.... Mahu anak2 fokus pada masa depan masing2....

Anak2 sendiri..... tapi bgmana dgn anak2 org lain???? bgmana pula dgn anak2 yg tiada perlindungan???? Tiada Alasan???!!!! memaki hamun mereka???? memandang dgn serong??? itukah caranya???

Mulia sgtkah diri sendiri sehingga mudahnya menentu, mengkategorikan manusia lain sbg......begini...begitu...????

Usah berpura...Ini yg aku perhatikan depan mataku sendiri...aku alaminya sendiri....

Hebatnya lakonan manusia disebalik label dan kedudukan..... Tiada siapa yg tahu...

Hanya DIA yg Maha Mengetahui.......

Apa yg penting penilaian dari-NYA yg Maha Mengetahui......

Kerna itu aku mengundurkan diri.....
(Aku telahpun memohon maaf segala kesalahan sewaktu bersama-sama sebelum ku pergi namun aku di marahi pula..... tapi tak mengapa Tuhan tahu tujuanku...Biar tercalar maruahku dibuat manusia...biar mereka dgn syakwasangka sendiri...... DIA Maha Mengetahui...)


Dengan itu jualah aku teruskan lg pengembaraan ku ini... sekali, bermusafirku sendiri lg.... Kembara meluaskan pandangan.... mencari salah sendiri... mengenal manusia yg pelbagai jenis dan rupa...
Aku insafi diriku sendiri.......

Dlm setiap ujian hidup ini, byk pengajaran dan kelebihan yg ku pelajari dan ku kutip buat bekalan utk masa depan dalam pengembaraan hidup yg tiada henti ini.......

Aku dlm Kembara hidup menuju Destinasi........


(Bersambung perkongsianku sewaktu tempoh aku mengembara kini di lain waktu pula)
.............................. :-) .......................


(Dgn Junjungan selawat ke atas Nabi Muhammad s.a.w
Untuk semua para sahabatku.... Moga ALLAH merahmati kalian dan semua muslimin, muslimat, mukminin dan mukminat... doakan ku jua....)

Monday, September 10, 2007